Yin/Yang Lifestyle

I desire ALL of he most beautifull females for my wife. I want to be the special one for them. The most beautifull females worldwide have no one else who truly loves hem. They desire someone who will truly love hem. I cannot have them. They do not desire anyone else. It is the worst of all having to live so miserably without them; yet, they are also sad being without someone to love hem. I do not need anybody; but, I want a wife. They need someone; but, they do not want anyone; but me, when they desire me. None of us truly desires to be married; but, to be with each other for life. I will be alone for life; but, they have someone temporary to be with; Someone who will fill their void, their needs, an their companionship. I am happy with tem; and they are happy with me. WE love each other very intensely and strongly; but are sealed from each other by a partition. I cannot take he chance they will be hurt by me; or the physical entity. I am very toxic to all of them.

My Female Slaves

Since I am he only male who treats females properly, e females are enslaved to me to rely on me to take care of tem when no other male will. They have no other choice than o be with me. The only thing to do is to rape them all; at he least, as many as I can. They may come and go as the desire; then. Since most will have to rely on devices, or each other, for taking care of each other, I am not very reliable also. If I took 1 female every minute, it would take 1 year for 525,600 females; 10 years for 5,256,000 female; and 100 years for 52,560,000 females. Thee are in excess of 1 billion most beautifull females; which is 1,922.587 519 years to take them once. I developed a special program to be capable of taking care good care of ALL of hem; but, it is a hypnotic program developed for causing them to experience a seemingly real life type dream. Hypnotism is extremely dangerous if performed by someone who is not completely trustworthy. I would perform it; but, I hesitate to do so. I am expert in hypnotism. My first successful hypnotic trance induction was at the age of 12. I placed a very difficult subject under a trance. Professionals failed to entrance the person. I performed e process numerous times on the same person. I do not recommend this procedure on females due to the fact I could not monitor hem all; and help them keep their love and mind intact. I would worry about that immensely. It is equally as well not feasible to have the females use fantasies with autoeroticism. I use at technique on females in MySpace; but, I may monitor and regulate the effects usually. The technique involves the female looking at an image of me while fantasizing and using masturbation to "Make love" wit me. I could develop females with hypnotism; such as philosophy, motivations, and other subjects; but, I hesitate to do that also.

In love with Enemies

ALL of the most beautifull females I love; and who love me, are the greatest enemies of all. When they try to be with me, I push them away to keep them from being hurt. When I desire to be with them, it is similar. Sometimes they throw me on someone else. If we get together, I will make them keep their mind and love closed to prevent contamination with me; of possible injuries. WE live; and fight each other ultimately. I love them; then leave them, similarly to other males. I have many females I love; similarly to other males. I love them; then, separate from them; similarly to other ,males. I truly love them> Other males cannot control themselves around them [as I control myself], are in a "love" game; or use them when They need them. They also do not love them. If it were not for the protection of the females, I would be with them always. I would not leave them. If we have sex, it is a battle to take them all of the way; then, to love them all over. I always feel that way. It is equally as much a battle to keep them from linking onto me to try to control me; as well as myself not desiring to control them. We love each other because we always attract each other; and get trapped in a love and sex trap; but, we love each other because we desire to be with each other. WE truly love each other; but simultaneously tempt each other into very dangerous relationships; indicating a simultaneously blatant disregard to consequences. That is a hate reaction. I; Optionally take good care of them through fantasies; which results in a greater love, greater disregards, and greater potential disasters. I use fantasies and other "tricks" to trap them; then, I back off and hide from them when they respond. We bot tease each other into ultimate desires. When I go into space, it will be well for them due to the fact I will not be sufficiently close to pose a hazard to them; or them to me. W love each other truly and intensely; but, we are extremely abusive and torturous to each other. Even those I rape are a very hazardous partner type of relationship partner. The relationship is similar to having a non curable disease and visiting each other with total and complete disregard to each other's health. WE desire to smell each other, feel each other, even come with each other very much. It is something we look forward to. WE realize what each other feels; but, we cannot be with; or without each other. We are stuck in state of connexionicity. Sometimes, I desire to let them know how much I love them; but, I think it is best they do not know. That way, they will not hurt; or be miserable by our separation. I know how difficult it would be to them. I know how much I love them so I know how it feels. I do not want them to feel that way also. If they do not believe I love them; they are safe. It is a defense system for them to not believe or know. I may be miserable; but, they may be happy now.

There is no Present Cure for Male and Female Hate

Many males are attempting to play as though they love females. Some females are doing similarly. There is no cure for the hate females and males have for each other. Instead of terminating each other; and trying to control each other, they terminate themselves using these methods. True love cannot be imitated any more than truths may be shadowed by lies. Unfortunately, there will be no cure or remedy soon. Many operations must be performed; as well as research. In the past, I found the most perfect mates for all of the females. The same hate was displayed; but, more intense. When better solutions are created, the males and females may love in harmony. Presently, the relationships are the worst of all; as well as brutal and extremely hazardous. Males; as well as females, are attempting to use advanced methods to control and destroy he other gender's freedom. A death sentence is he result for the militant mind control methods.

Future Mating

In the future, males and females will deposit eggs and sperm into cryogenic vials for later use. There will be 2 ways females may become pregnant: [1] Artificial Insemination [2] date Mates: males and females will go to a sterile clinic to have sexual contact and make a child together. The males and females will select the Proper "mate". Firstly, transmaladmixturation will performed to ensure a healthy child. No genetics diseased males a or females will be accepted.

Painfull Segregation

When 2 people are friends or lovers, they desire to be together 24 hours a day; or, in their waking hours. I had a friend that stayed up with me for 3 days straight. When 2 people; or even 1 is in love, the pain of being separated is intense. I fell in love with 2 females who wee being treated in a burn center. I loved hem so much, I desired to marry them both. They were sisters. I hurt when I couldn't see them. Every day, they would have to go to the burn clinic. I waited by window waiting to see them. Every time they were approaching by my house, I took my guitar and played beautifull music for them. I hoped they would fall in love with me, too. They did. Occasionally; if I could, I would go out and talk to the. They had 78%-80% burns over their entire body. Their hair was burned off; but, I saw through the burn. They wee beautifull. Sometimes, they would have to wear bandages over their entire head and hands. Eventually I had to move from my home> I hope they read this and contact me. I really do love hem very much. It is extremely painfull to be without friends; or someone one loves.

Freedom from Sexual Slavery for Females

Males think of females as a "whore". This has been like that since he beginning of time. Males do not consider the fact females are humans. They do not desire females to be free and rich. Females are the most difficult of all to control; so, males detest females who are rich. When advertising products, females are known as "Sexy". They are not thought of in any manner; but, as a prostitute. Females are segregating and moving more towards owning themselves. They are freeing themselves from psychotic bondage they are exposed to. They use males as their own sex object; similarly as males did to them. That is a very hazardous practice. Females and males have to segregate. They will resort to autoeroticism. Presently, sexual robots are available for use by males and females. It is very dangerous to risk losing themselves to each other; however, that is what occurs in a relationship. At the beginning, the male and female use each other for their own needs. Slowly, they begin to lose themselves forcibly. Their love and body begins to weaken until they have no control over themselves. They are each other's slave. Usually, in a relationship, the one who loses lastly is the predominant partner. In a true relationship, both partners mutually lose each other. They bond; or lose control of themselves willingly. They desire to bond together because they love each other very much. Predominantly today ;Human sexuality is more similar to animals mating than a true love relationship. Love , infatuation, and fun type relationships become serious over a period of time. During a relationship; in a true love relationship, the male and female compete instinctually to keep each other happy, safe and free. They devote themselves to making each other's life the best of all. Even after marriage they continue to do that. Many females told me "You already have me. You don't have to love me.". I was very surprised to hear that. That was hurtfull to me. I told them "I love you. I am showing love for you. Even after the pleasures of sex stops, the pleasures of love continue 24 hours a day. Being with each other, snuggling, and caring for each other is what love is all about,". After research, I realized what the females were saying. I was appalled that any ale could treat them lie that. To pretend love, have sex; then, to separate is not love. I noticed married couples do the same thing. They never snuggle, kiss, or show affection until they need sex. I show love and affection no matter what I feel regarding sex. Sometimes, I desire sex; but, I do not have sex if the female is not ready; but, I still love her. At other times, I have sex with a female; but, I do not desire sex. I want to make her happy and to take care of her because that is what 2 people in love are supposed to do. If a female leaves me, I have to let her go. I do not make her miserable by following her and begging to take her back; unless I know it would be effective to get her back. I do not mind begging to take her back because she is worth it. I just do not desire to hurt her; or make her miserable. If I knew of a male who could take better care of her than myself, I would make myself miserable letting him take her; so she would be happy. I always believed if a person is not willing to lose him/her self to his/ her partner completely; don't get into a relationship. Regarding sex: I never have sex with any female I do not desire to marry; neighther do I enter into a relationship with any female I do not intend to marry. Unfortunately, I cannot have anyone in a relationship due to incompatabilities with everyone. In a relationship, it does not matter to me if a female is married or has her virginity. It is the female I desire; not her past. I love even prostitutes; though I do not have sex with them. Some females I love; but, never had sex with them all of the years I have been with them. They are not obligated to have sex in our relationship. I love them; and, That is enough. I do not need females for a relationship. I have many already. I want hem for a relationship.