Yin/Yang Lifestyle

I desire ALL of he most beautifull females for my wife. I want to be the special one for them. The most beautifull females worldwide have no one else who truly loves hem. They desire someone who will truly love hem. I cannot have them. They do not desire anyone else. It is the worst of all having to live so miserably without them; yet, they are also sad being without someone to love hem. I do not need anybody; but, I want a wife. They need someone; but, they do not want anyone; but me, when they desire me. None of us truly desires to be married; but, to be with each other for life. I will be alone for life; but, they have someone temporary to be with; Someone who will fill their void, their needs, an their companionship. I am happy with tem; and they are happy with me. WE love each other very intensely and strongly; but are sealed from each other by a partition. I cannot take he chance they will be hurt by me; or the physical entity. I am very toxic to all of them.